[Sort of. He could condense it, but really, he just doesn't feel like getting into it right now. He feels bad enough about that one as it is.
He tries really hard not to crack the biggest of smiles when JT goes on his cheesy tangent, which, truth be told, Harlan doesn't find cheesy at all. Maybe that says more about him than Tucker, but, well. This is nice to hear.]
Thanks. That means a lot, especially coming from you.
[He grins. He's sort of joking, but also, he's not. He knows that earning Tucker's trust is a true accomplishment, and he's not about to take it lightly.]
I might ask you to hang out sometimes to take my mind off shit. Would you be cool with that? You can say no.
[Tucker doesn't super enjoy being called out on how slow to trust he is, but this at least kind of sounds like a joke? Either way he doesn't respond, and just kind of lets the conversation move on to the question.
He hates that he actually has to think about this one. Because real friends are supposed to just like, drop everything to do whatever it takes, right? They're supposed to be selfless.
But whatever. Tucker's long since come to terms with the fact that he's never going to be one of those people. Maybe that's a bad thing, maybe it's not. Maybe everything's arbitrary because morals are fake. Who cares.
On the plus side, his time spent thinking at least doesn't come to a harsh conclusion. Yeah, okay, Harlan has this desire to hurt people sometimes. But he's mellowed out in the last year and a half, and he never tried to hurt his team (on purpose, anyway,) even back when he was on his weird unhinged bender, so it's probably fine. And it's not like Tucker can't defend himself, as much as he really doesn't like that the thought just crossed his mind.
God, whatever. This is as close as he gets.]
I mean... sure. I can make you watch my shitty god movie. That'll take your mind off anything.
[Or make you want to murder people even more? It's a toss up.]
[Again, Harlan knows Tucker pretty well. He knows that this a big ask, and he knows why Tucker pauses before answering.
Truth be told, Harlan appreciates the pause. Most friends would answer right away, would tell him that yes, of course, that's what friends do. But that shouldn't be expected, not for something like this. Harlan would rather Tucker consider the gravity of Harlan's request than blindly agree and realize in the middle of a bad night that, actually, no, he's not cut out for this, he's not comfortable. It would be a dick move for Tucker to blow off a request to help Harlan move, or to go to a funeral, or... whatever other "of course, that's what friends do" kind of shit. It would not be a dick move to admit that he isn't the right person to be responsible for Harlan's safety.
He considers bringing that up. Maybe it would help Tucker to know that Harlan understands. Or, more likely, it would be weird that Harlan read into the silence and chose to comment on it like a concerned dad.
So.]
Fuck your shitty god movie, man. That thing's like two days long. You almost killed Hayden with it.
[Yeah, this is much easier. But it doesn't seem like they're avoiding the topic, just that they've settled it, and they're moving on. It doesn't feel unfinished, even if Tucker's glad they're talking about this now.]
God, I feel bad about that, if I'm honest. I didn't think anybody would actually fuckin' watch the whole thing, you know? Like, Christ, kid.
[Nice job, Tucker. You made it through a very serious conversation and came out the other side with minimal awkwardness and fretting. Harlan is genuinely very proud of you.]
Don't beat yourself up about it. No one can ever predict the weird shit that Hayden will get up to. Hell, I should've realized the little guy wasn't sleeping.
[Harlan is a bad parent.]
Speaking of, I should head out. I gotta feed the kid or else he'll start eating trash.
Same here. It's a miracle he's survived as long as he has.
[It really is incredible. Does Hope just keep some kind of permanent anti-death barrier on him? They'd need a Hope event every other week to keep up with the amount of revivals Hayden should've racked up by now. The kid needs a punch card.]
Yeah, I will. Thanks, JT.
[He holds out a fist for a very manly knuckle bump.]
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[Sort of. He could condense it, but really, he just doesn't feel like getting into it right now. He feels bad enough about that one as it is.
He tries really hard not to crack the biggest of smiles when JT goes on his cheesy tangent, which, truth be told, Harlan doesn't find cheesy at all. Maybe that says more about him than Tucker, but, well. This is nice to hear.]
Thanks. That means a lot, especially coming from you.
[He grins. He's sort of joking, but also, he's not. He knows that earning Tucker's trust is a true accomplishment, and he's not about to take it lightly.]
I might ask you to hang out sometimes to take my mind off shit. Would you be cool with that? You can say no.
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He hates that he actually has to think about this one. Because real friends are supposed to just like, drop everything to do whatever it takes, right? They're supposed to be selfless.
But whatever. Tucker's long since come to terms with the fact that he's never going to be one of those people. Maybe that's a bad thing, maybe it's not. Maybe everything's arbitrary because morals are fake. Who cares.
On the plus side, his time spent thinking at least doesn't come to a harsh conclusion. Yeah, okay, Harlan has this desire to hurt people sometimes. But he's mellowed out in the last year and a half, and he never tried to hurt his team (on purpose, anyway,) even back when he was on his weird unhinged bender, so it's probably fine. And it's not like Tucker can't defend himself, as much as he really doesn't like that the thought just crossed his mind.
God, whatever. This is as close as he gets.]
I mean... sure. I can make you watch my shitty god movie. That'll take your mind off anything.
[Or make you want to murder people even more? It's a toss up.]
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Truth be told, Harlan appreciates the pause. Most friends would answer right away, would tell him that yes, of course, that's what friends do. But that shouldn't be expected, not for something like this. Harlan would rather Tucker consider the gravity of Harlan's request than blindly agree and realize in the middle of a bad night that, actually, no, he's not cut out for this, he's not comfortable. It would be a dick move for Tucker to blow off a request to help Harlan move, or to go to a funeral, or... whatever other "of course, that's what friends do" kind of shit. It would not be a dick move to admit that he isn't the right person to be responsible for Harlan's safety.
He considers bringing that up. Maybe it would help Tucker to know that Harlan understands. Or, more likely, it would be weird that Harlan read into the silence and chose to comment on it like a concerned dad.
So.]
Fuck your shitty god movie, man. That thing's like two days long. You almost killed Hayden with it.
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God, I feel bad about that, if I'm honest. I didn't think anybody would actually fuckin' watch the whole thing, you know? Like, Christ, kid.
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Don't beat yourself up about it. No one can ever predict the weird shit that Hayden will get up to. Hell, I should've realized the little guy wasn't sleeping.
[Harlan is a bad parent.]
Speaking of, I should head out. I gotta feed the kid or else he'll start eating trash.
[Again.]
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[Basically whenever he thinks about him.]
I won't hold you up but just, uh, tell me if you need anything, yeah?
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[It really is incredible. Does Hope just keep some kind of permanent anti-death barrier on him? They'd need a Hope event every other week to keep up with the amount of revivals Hayden should've racked up by now. The kid needs a punch card.]
Yeah, I will. Thanks, JT.
[He holds out a fist for a very manly knuckle bump.]
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No problem, HH. See you around.
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[He stands, and then he's gone. Magic!!!]