[Tucker isn't all that fond of the idea of Hope just leaving people dead for extended periods of time. Who knows how long it'll be before he's back in one piece? What if he never is? But at the same time, he's not sure how he'd feel about being brought back fucked up. Because the only way to fix it might be dying again.
What is he talking about, he'd never choose death.]
dude chill im not feedin u lines i dont believe u abt bein able to smell my bs im just sayin im already not lying im ok all things considered didnt get hurt or anythng p pissed off that ks dead was pissed off abt u bein dead too but ur back shits still crazy but like idk i think were winning??? i aint got time to process everythign rn ask me again in like 3 days
ok fine u called my bluff. on a normal day id totally have ur fuckin number but im off my game atm. im still pissed off abt dying. idk wtf happened. w.e it doesnt matter now. k better hurry her ass up tho. i dont like waiting. winning? how do u figure?
u mean u dont know how u died? yeah tho im not in the mood for a prolonged vigil here and i think were winning bc fear came on and said we just gotta get the null out of the city so he can move it again he moved it once already on the day that you uh yeah anyway the big hivemind or w/e hasnt found us again yet but they might unles we give the fuckers still in the city the boot and pronto
i know how i died. gonna be tough to forget that. ill spare u the details. i mean idk wtf happened leading up to it. everything was fine but then something happened. idk what. it fucked up all the null but it fucked me up too and i let my guard down.
[That's putting it way lightly, but Tucker probably doesn't want to hear about that particular dark place. Harlan's not sure he's ready to talk about it, anyway.]
tldr i made a mistake and got myself killed. got michael killed too. anyway thats good to hear ig. depending on how many are left anyway. ive been thinking abt going out again but idk how much use im gonna be w.o my hearing. if were on a time limit tho its worth a shot. like wtf can they really do to me at this point. go ahead and kill me on repeat. ill just come back anyway. w.e.
fucked up all the null? mustve been when sorrow bit it he like exploded into sadness n they couldnt handle it but go figure that fucked with all of us too even i felt that shit dont think there are too many left at this point also wtf hh dont get killed again what if u just get even more fucked up?
[Easy for him to say maybe but listen. Don't you dare.]
sorrows dead? shit. thats prob what happened then. sounds right.
[But, shit. Tucker has a point. What if the resurrection fuck ups stack?]
relax. i was kidding. mostly. im still going back out but ill be careful. ambivalence toward life and death aside dying was far from enjoyable and id like to avoid doing it again. im better at support than tanking anyway. what are u gonna do?
the null figured me out eventually so i gotta be careful still tryin to keep people supplied mostly been taking robot parts to the lab which btw ur doppleganger works there the one with the tats
oh shit did nobody tell u bro theres a dude out here looks a lot like u but hes got glasses and shit a huge fuckin nerd hes like a scientist or something got tats all over him
??? wtf. no no one told me. michael told me abt some nerdy kid w. glasses he ran into in a dream that looked kinda like me tho. and hayden said smthn abt it after he wanted to kno how to take pics on his phone but i thought he was just being hayden. how much like me?
ew. but ok so he looks exactly like me except for a million differences. got it. ill keep an eye out for this mirror twin. or an ear out. no one sounds like me tho. im special. anyway idk wtf u do u want me to do w. this info? now im all self conscious. tell me im pretty jt.
not a million differences u two got the same like face shapes idk and idk wtf u should do just thought u should know dude i know id wanna know if there was like another me but with like a beard u kno ur the only hh for me tho xoxoxo
i was kidding. it was a joke. wizards are nerds. get it. look alive jt. ok tho then hes even more of a loser. im still the coolest uh person w. my face ig. except i dont want that category to become a thing. its not a thing. hold on what kind of scientist? anything cool?
it apparently is a thing and idk he like studies monsters or something not like the monsters from back home like giant fuckoff ones from space or soemthing
who gives a shit abt rocks??? if ur a person who wants to go into the sciences and u pick the thing that is literally just fucking rocks and dirt. as opposed to the vast world of cool shit u could study. like physics or astronomy or even fucking meteorology. but ur like nope give me the pile of shit that doesnt move or do anything ever. like are you shitting me? i never want to speak to that person. they are w.o a doubt boring af. if u pick dirt over space and brains and anatomy and like literally every other cool thing on the planet then get out of my fuckin face u waste of oxygen. like jt i cant stress how much it is just the science of fucking rocks. rocks. ROCKS JT. WHO CARES. I CAN TELEPORT MYSELF TO ANY POINT ON THE PLANET IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE. WE PUT FUCKIN PEOPLE INTO ORBIT. ONTO THE MOON. THERES SNAKES THAT CAN KILL A GROWN ASS MAN W. ONE DROP OF VENOM AND FUCKING GRAVITY EXISTS. AND YET THIS MOTHERFUCKERS OVER HERE LIKE HMM SURE LOOKS LIKE TOPSOIL. NO.
thats fucking paleontology you piece of shit. thats a different thing. they study dinosaurs not rocks did i not say rocks loud enough for you. o wait i cant say anything bc im deaf. im having a really rough day jt. dont do this to me.
listen hh i dropped outta school in 5th grade idk what the shit paleontology is but fossils are basically rocks so wait ok better what about crystals? and like diamons and gold and shit?
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What is he talking about, he'd never choose death.]
dude chill im not feedin u lines
i dont believe u abt bein able to smell my bs im just sayin
im already not lying
im ok all things considered
didnt get hurt or anythng
p pissed off that ks dead
was pissed off abt u bein dead too but ur back
shits still crazy but like idk
i think were winning???
i aint got time to process everythign rn
ask me again in like 3 days
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im still pissed off abt dying. idk wtf happened.
w.e it doesnt matter now.
k better hurry her ass up tho. i dont like waiting.
winning? how do u figure?
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yeah tho im not in the mood for a prolonged vigil here
and i think were winning bc fear came on and said we just gotta get the null out of the city so he can move it again
he moved it once already
on the day that you uh
yeah
anyway the big hivemind or w/e hasnt found us again yet but they might
unles we give the fuckers still in the city the boot and pronto
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gonna be tough to forget that. ill spare u the details.
i mean idk wtf happened leading up to it. everything was fine but then something happened. idk what.
it fucked up all the null but it fucked me up too and i let my guard down.
[That's putting it way lightly, but Tucker probably doesn't want to hear about that particular dark place. Harlan's not sure he's ready to talk about it, anyway.]
tldr i made a mistake and got myself killed. got michael killed too.
anyway thats good to hear ig.
depending on how many are left anyway.
ive been thinking abt going out again but idk how much use im gonna be w.o my hearing.
if were on a time limit tho its worth a shot.
like wtf can they really do to me at this point. go ahead and kill me on repeat. ill just come back anyway.
w.e.
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mustve been when sorrow bit it
he like exploded into sadness n they couldnt handle it
but go figure that fucked with all of us too
even i felt that shit
dont think there are too many left at this point
also wtf hh dont get killed again
what if u just get even more fucked up?
[Easy for him to say maybe but listen. Don't you dare.]
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shit.
thats prob what happened then. sounds right.
[But, shit. Tucker has a point. What if the resurrection fuck ups stack?]
relax. i was kidding.
mostly.
im still going back out but ill be careful.
ambivalence toward life and death aside dying was far from enjoyable and id like to avoid doing it again.
im better at support than tanking anyway.
what are u gonna do?
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the null figured me out eventually
so i gotta be careful
still tryin to keep people supplied mostly
been taking robot parts to the lab
which btw ur doppleganger works there
the one with the tats
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bro theres a dude out here looks a lot like u
but hes got glasses and shit
a huge fuckin nerd
hes like a scientist or something
got tats all over him
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wtf.
no no one told me.
michael told me abt some nerdy kid w. glasses he ran into in a dream that looked kinda like me tho.
and hayden said smthn abt it after he wanted to kno how to take pics on his phone but i thought he was just being hayden.
how much like me?
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and of course plus the other stuff
u dont dress alike tho
but u do kinda sound a lot the same
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but ok so he looks exactly like me except for a million differences. got it. ill keep an eye out for this mirror twin.
or an ear out.
no one sounds like me tho.
im special.
anyway idk wtf u do u want me to do w. this info?
now im all self conscious. tell me im pretty jt.
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u two got the same like
face shapes idk
and idk wtf u should do
just thought u should know dude
i know id wanna know if there was like another me but with like a beard
u kno ur the only hh for me tho xoxoxo
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noted.
ty for the heads up then. did u catch his name?
aw jt ilu too.
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like the lizard
lizard-thing w/e
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newts are lizards.
anyway thats a fucking nerd ass name.
so hes me but a wizard. got it.
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hes like a scientist or someshit
think hes from a no magic world
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wizards are nerds.
get it.
look alive jt.
ok tho then hes even more of a loser. im still the coolest uh person w. my face ig.
except i dont want that category to become a thing. its not a thing.
hold on what kind of scientist? anything cool?
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and idk he like
studies monsters or something
not like the monsters from back home
like giant fuckoff ones from space or soemthing
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shit is he that fuckin guy w. the hair?
u kno the one.
gross.
ig it could be worse tho. he could be a geologist.
[The worst kind of scientist, apparently.]
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lmfao yeah its totally him
looks just like u hh
wait wtf
y do u hate geologists???
this is new
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if ur a person who wants to go into the sciences and u pick the thing that is literally just fucking rocks and dirt.
as opposed to the vast world of cool shit u could study.
like physics or astronomy or even fucking meteorology.
but ur like nope give me the pile of shit that doesnt move or do anything ever.
like are you shitting me?
i never want to speak to that person. they are w.o a doubt boring af.
if u pick dirt over space and brains and anatomy and like literally every other cool thing on the planet then get out of my fuckin face u waste of oxygen.
like jt i cant stress how much it is just the science of fucking rocks.
rocks.
ROCKS JT.
WHO CARES. I CAN TELEPORT MYSELF TO ANY POINT ON THE PLANET IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE.
WE PUT FUCKIN PEOPLE INTO ORBIT. ONTO THE MOON. THERES SNAKES THAT CAN KILL A GROWN ASS MAN W. ONE DROP OF VENOM AND FUCKING GRAVITY EXISTS.
AND YET THIS MOTHERFUCKERS OVER HERE LIKE HMM SURE LOOKS LIKE TOPSOIL.
NO.
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ok but
i think geology is kinda cool tho?
arent those also the ppl who study like fossils and shit?
dinosaurs are p objectively cool hh
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thats a different thing.
they study dinosaurs not rocks did i not say rocks loud enough for you.
o wait i cant say anything bc im deaf.
im having a really rough day jt. dont do this to me.
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i dropped outta school in 5th grade
idk what the shit paleontology is
but fossils are basically rocks so
wait ok
better
what about crystals?
and like diamons and gold and shit?
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well this got dirty
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