god fucking bless u jt. ur unwavering chill is exactly what i need rn. i died for love and shit. dw it was noble. im at ur place. dont ask y. but if ur busy nbd. u do u. just wanted to say hey bb.
lmfao stfu. at least im gettin some. u got catching up to do. chop chop jt. ok im just like outside ur place. i was at dels. o btw i cant hear so thats a fun new quirk of mine u can add to the list. have u heard from k?
idk. ig hope has been fucking up when he brings ppl back. and by cant hear i actually meant i suddenly cant stand the smell of dish soap. sorry was that not clear. jt cmon. and uh. yeah. lup told me. fucking bitch. and fuck wash too. i knew he was bad fucking news. jfc. i hate waiting.
wtf??? has that shit happened before or is this a fun exciting new development? and wait whys lup a bitch she told me too but she was p nice abt it all things considered idk what to do abt wash idek where tf he is rn but i could go for kickin his ass to get out my frustrations idt it was his fault necessarily but fuck idk what even happened really
idfk. everyone ive told assumes i got hurt fighting and gets all surprised when i blame it on hope but idk wtf else kind of explanation there could be.
[And as far as Lup... HH just sends along a series of screenshots. It's faster than explaining.]
idt its directly his fault either. idk. lup gave me some exceedingly vague details. but idfc how come shes gotten seriously injured and then fucking killed twice since she started hanging out w. him?
if u got hurt during the fight that shit would be fixed or its supposed to be how else would ppl come back? besides what kind of shit would do that to u? i think ur safe blamin hope but i just hope (lol) that doesnt mean hes fucked up too
[Tucker skims through the screenshots. Yikes. He thinks at least part of that can be attributed to her sour mood as a result of all the dying, but still. She could've been less... casual? about it.]
jfc lup idk what that shit means about an implant so he got taken over maybe???
[And to be fair she's gotten injured a lot around Tucker and Harlan, too, but that was by her own choice, not someone else's shit. It makes Tucker angry as a knee-jerk reaction, but in an attempt to be diplomatic, he's going to drop it for now until they have the whole story.]
jsyk im eyerolling hard at ur stupid joke. can u even call that a joke? stfu jt. anyway hes prob fucked too. that sucks but he shouldnt be reviving ppl before he can handle it. id rather he just left me dead until he could bring me back in one piece. i think michaels fucked up too. and k prob will be. its fucking stupid. anyway idk either. i dont have the energy to put the pieces together rn. ive got too much other shit to deal w. everything good w. u tho? and dont feed me lines u lying asshole. all my other senses are jacked up to make up for the hearing thing so ill be able to smell ur bs from across the fuckin cave.
[how dare you not take his side immediately tho jt???? ur lucky hh is too distracted to notice that you aren't OMG RIGHT???ing at him.]
[Tucker isn't all that fond of the idea of Hope just leaving people dead for extended periods of time. Who knows how long it'll be before he's back in one piece? What if he never is? But at the same time, he's not sure how he'd feel about being brought back fucked up. Because the only way to fix it might be dying again.
What is he talking about, he'd never choose death.]
dude chill im not feedin u lines i dont believe u abt bein able to smell my bs im just sayin im already not lying im ok all things considered didnt get hurt or anythng p pissed off that ks dead was pissed off abt u bein dead too but ur back shits still crazy but like idk i think were winning??? i aint got time to process everythign rn ask me again in like 3 days
ok fine u called my bluff. on a normal day id totally have ur fuckin number but im off my game atm. im still pissed off abt dying. idk wtf happened. w.e it doesnt matter now. k better hurry her ass up tho. i dont like waiting. winning? how do u figure?
u mean u dont know how u died? yeah tho im not in the mood for a prolonged vigil here and i think were winning bc fear came on and said we just gotta get the null out of the city so he can move it again he moved it once already on the day that you uh yeah anyway the big hivemind or w/e hasnt found us again yet but they might unles we give the fuckers still in the city the boot and pronto
i know how i died. gonna be tough to forget that. ill spare u the details. i mean idk wtf happened leading up to it. everything was fine but then something happened. idk what. it fucked up all the null but it fucked me up too and i let my guard down.
[That's putting it way lightly, but Tucker probably doesn't want to hear about that particular dark place. Harlan's not sure he's ready to talk about it, anyway.]
tldr i made a mistake and got myself killed. got michael killed too. anyway thats good to hear ig. depending on how many are left anyway. ive been thinking abt going out again but idk how much use im gonna be w.o my hearing. if were on a time limit tho its worth a shot. like wtf can they really do to me at this point. go ahead and kill me on repeat. ill just come back anyway. w.e.
fucked up all the null? mustve been when sorrow bit it he like exploded into sadness n they couldnt handle it but go figure that fucked with all of us too even i felt that shit dont think there are too many left at this point also wtf hh dont get killed again what if u just get even more fucked up?
[Easy for him to say maybe but listen. Don't you dare.]
sorrows dead? shit. thats prob what happened then. sounds right.
[But, shit. Tucker has a point. What if the resurrection fuck ups stack?]
relax. i was kidding. mostly. im still going back out but ill be careful. ambivalence toward life and death aside dying was far from enjoyable and id like to avoid doing it again. im better at support than tanking anyway. what are u gonna do?
the null figured me out eventually so i gotta be careful still tryin to keep people supplied mostly been taking robot parts to the lab which btw ur doppleganger works there the one with the tats
oh shit did nobody tell u bro theres a dude out here looks a lot like u but hes got glasses and shit a huge fuckin nerd hes like a scientist or something got tats all over him
??? wtf. no no one told me. michael told me abt some nerdy kid w. glasses he ran into in a dream that looked kinda like me tho. and hayden said smthn abt it after he wanted to kno how to take pics on his phone but i thought he was just being hayden. how much like me?
ew. but ok so he looks exactly like me except for a million differences. got it. ill keep an eye out for this mirror twin. or an ear out. no one sounds like me tho. im special. anyway idk wtf u do u want me to do w. this info? now im all self conscious. tell me im pretty jt.
not a million differences u two got the same like face shapes idk and idk wtf u should do just thought u should know dude i know id wanna know if there was like another me but with like a beard u kno ur the only hh for me tho xoxoxo
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i died for love and shit. dw it was noble.
im at ur place. dont ask y.
but if ur busy nbd. u do u. just wanted to say hey bb.
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gross
and too late i'm asking why
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u got catching up to do. chop chop jt.
ok im just like outside ur place. i was at dels.
o btw i cant hear so thats a fun new quirk of mine u can add to the list.
have u heard from k?
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n then i gotta deal with em all the time
[He is incredibly glad to see that Harlan's trolling survived intact.]
what do u mean u cant hear?
wtf happened there?
and uh
no not yet
did you hear about
uh
it happened after you
tears up the timestream and throws it in the air like heckin confetti at this point
and by cant hear i actually meant i suddenly cant stand the smell of dish soap. sorry was that not clear.
jt cmon.
and uh.
yeah.
lup told me.
fucking bitch.
and fuck wash too. i knew he was bad fucking news. jfc.
i hate waiting.
flushes it down the toilet like a goldfish
has that shit happened before or is this a fun exciting new development?
and wait whys lup a bitch
she told me too but she was p nice abt it
all things considered
idk what to do abt wash
idek where tf he is rn
but i could go for kickin his ass to get out my frustrations
idt it was his fault necessarily but fuck
idk what even happened really
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everyone ive told assumes i got hurt fighting and gets all surprised when i blame it on hope but idk wtf else kind of explanation there could be.
[And as far as Lup... HH just sends along a series of screenshots. It's faster than explaining.]
idt its directly his fault either. idk. lup gave me some exceedingly vague details.
but idfc how come shes gotten seriously injured and then fucking killed twice since she started hanging out w. him?
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or its supposed to be
how else would ppl come back?
besides what kind of shit would do that to u?
i think ur safe blamin hope but i just hope (lol) that doesnt mean hes fucked up too
[Tucker skims through the screenshots. Yikes. He thinks at least part of that can be attributed to her sour mood as a result of all the dying, but still. She could've been less... casual? about it.]
jfc lup
idk what that shit means about an implant
so he got taken over maybe???
[And to be fair she's gotten injured a lot around Tucker and Harlan, too, but that was by her own choice, not someone else's shit. It makes Tucker angry as a knee-jerk reaction, but in an attempt to be diplomatic, he's going to drop it for now until they have the whole story.]
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anyway hes prob fucked too. that sucks but he shouldnt be reviving ppl before he can handle it. id rather he just left me dead until he could bring me back in one piece.
i think michaels fucked up too. and k prob will be.
its fucking stupid.
anyway idk either.
i dont have the energy to put the pieces together rn. ive got too much other shit to deal w.
everything good w. u tho? and dont feed me lines u lying asshole. all my other senses are jacked up to make up for the hearing thing so ill be able to smell ur bs from across the fuckin cave.
[how dare you not take his side immediately tho jt???? ur lucky hh is too distracted to notice that you aren't OMG RIGHT???ing at him.]
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What is he talking about, he'd never choose death.]
dude chill im not feedin u lines
i dont believe u abt bein able to smell my bs im just sayin
im already not lying
im ok all things considered
didnt get hurt or anythng
p pissed off that ks dead
was pissed off abt u bein dead too but ur back
shits still crazy but like idk
i think were winning???
i aint got time to process everythign rn
ask me again in like 3 days
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im still pissed off abt dying. idk wtf happened.
w.e it doesnt matter now.
k better hurry her ass up tho. i dont like waiting.
winning? how do u figure?
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yeah tho im not in the mood for a prolonged vigil here
and i think were winning bc fear came on and said we just gotta get the null out of the city so he can move it again
he moved it once already
on the day that you uh
yeah
anyway the big hivemind or w/e hasnt found us again yet but they might
unles we give the fuckers still in the city the boot and pronto
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gonna be tough to forget that. ill spare u the details.
i mean idk wtf happened leading up to it. everything was fine but then something happened. idk what.
it fucked up all the null but it fucked me up too and i let my guard down.
[That's putting it way lightly, but Tucker probably doesn't want to hear about that particular dark place. Harlan's not sure he's ready to talk about it, anyway.]
tldr i made a mistake and got myself killed. got michael killed too.
anyway thats good to hear ig.
depending on how many are left anyway.
ive been thinking abt going out again but idk how much use im gonna be w.o my hearing.
if were on a time limit tho its worth a shot.
like wtf can they really do to me at this point. go ahead and kill me on repeat. ill just come back anyway.
w.e.
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mustve been when sorrow bit it
he like exploded into sadness n they couldnt handle it
but go figure that fucked with all of us too
even i felt that shit
dont think there are too many left at this point
also wtf hh dont get killed again
what if u just get even more fucked up?
[Easy for him to say maybe but listen. Don't you dare.]
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shit.
thats prob what happened then. sounds right.
[But, shit. Tucker has a point. What if the resurrection fuck ups stack?]
relax. i was kidding.
mostly.
im still going back out but ill be careful.
ambivalence toward life and death aside dying was far from enjoyable and id like to avoid doing it again.
im better at support than tanking anyway.
what are u gonna do?
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the null figured me out eventually
so i gotta be careful
still tryin to keep people supplied mostly
been taking robot parts to the lab
which btw ur doppleganger works there
the one with the tats
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bro theres a dude out here looks a lot like u
but hes got glasses and shit
a huge fuckin nerd
hes like a scientist or something
got tats all over him
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wtf.
no no one told me.
michael told me abt some nerdy kid w. glasses he ran into in a dream that looked kinda like me tho.
and hayden said smthn abt it after he wanted to kno how to take pics on his phone but i thought he was just being hayden.
how much like me?
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and of course plus the other stuff
u dont dress alike tho
but u do kinda sound a lot the same
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but ok so he looks exactly like me except for a million differences. got it. ill keep an eye out for this mirror twin.
or an ear out.
no one sounds like me tho.
im special.
anyway idk wtf u do u want me to do w. this info?
now im all self conscious. tell me im pretty jt.
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u two got the same like
face shapes idk
and idk wtf u should do
just thought u should know dude
i know id wanna know if there was like another me but with like a beard
u kno ur the only hh for me tho xoxoxo
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noted.
ty for the heads up then. did u catch his name?
aw jt ilu too.
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like the lizard
lizard-thing w/e
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newts are lizards.
anyway thats a fucking nerd ass name.
so hes me but a wizard. got it.
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well this got dirty
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